Thursday, December 14, 2006

Green P

This day has been very good to me…….

OMG I got my green P-plates, my family and friends are all probably going to say “about bloody time mate”…. But eh…. At least I am licensed to drive… regardless of what level I’m on…..
But there were a few dramas in getting those green buggers…. Last week they gave me the wrong exam… so I had to come back this week to do the right test…. I wasn’t gonna pay the fee again…. Eff that RTA stuffed up…..
I was freaking out… my hands were shaking and I could barely touch the screen… damn…. I thought I was going to fail!!!! Arrggghhh… but I didn’t so it’s all good. I look angry in my license photo… lol…. I was comparing my old photo with the new one…. I look so much older…. Scary… old fart!

I also finally got a haircut today… its hard booking a place at the hairdressers …. Well the one that I go to anyway…. They are always full… but luckily they squeezed me in… maybe because I only wanted a trim/ re- layer….. the hairdresser just looked at my hair and I could see in her face she was thinking “what the F$*#!” I told her I cut it that’s why it’s wacked…. And that my mum was up my arse about me getting a haircut because it was so uneven….. mum is going to be over the moon when she sees me….


I slept over Tim’s place last night…. Got there at about 10pm (I know late… I had things to do) and he cooked me dinner…. I walked in his house and there I saw tea light candles spread on the dinning room table, plates nicely set, a letter stamped with candle wax…. . It was very nice surprise…I loved it.

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I had a dream last night… of my cousin who passed away back in 99’ …… it was as if she went on a holiday for a really long time and she just came back home…. I was talking to her about her son… my nephew Russelle…. And telling her all these things about him and all the things she missed out on…. It was awesome….. She spoke in her distinct voice, she looked exactly the same as I remember…. She was still her bubbly and happy self….

The last time I had a dream about her was after her funeral….. I never dreamt about her after that….. Until now….. it is beautiful, yet depressing at the same time…..
I remember during her death my sister and I would always see white butterflies…. And when I see them now or in the past I think of her…. I get a sense of peace when that happens because it’s rare when those creatures appear.

I love you Ate Che-Che….. AND WE WILL SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN!!!!!

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