Monday, October 31, 2005
Well i cut and pasted my results ....its pretty true...spooky!!!
Life Path of 7 ...
You are a reserved, analytical and peace-loving soul who is blessed with intuition and intelligence. Your ability to concentrate, learn and absorb information far outshines other numbers and you often excel at all forms of scholastics. Usually your intellectual prowess as well as the clarity and foresight of mind is very evident to others at an early age.
However at the same time you are also a very spiritual number. This is because you believe whole heartedly in the relationship between Mother Nature and science. This is part of your inquisitive nature and determination to get to the bottom of what makes the world tick.
You dislike braggarts, gossips and neurotic individuals and find socializing difficult. This is because you can barely hold back your contempt of other people, who are often, indeed acting like fools. You dislike crowds, noise and confusion, so others are more likely to find you watching television at home rather than attending a big sports events.
As you are so intelligent and intuitive, you almost always end up being in the right place at the right time. Number 7's tend to excel at any career that they choose as they have the discipline and mental power to master anything in half the time of the other numbers. As they are so smart, they are also often very good with money and never make the mistake of letting compound interest work against them. If you are a seven then you are the number that is probably the most reluctant to lend or borrow money.
Your mind works at the speed of lightening but often this makes it difficult for you to be understood by others. Others simply cannot evaluate or analyze information as fast as you. Some 7's have such quick minds that they have difficulty expressing themselves. One of your life path challenges is to learn how to slow down and accommodate those that may not be as smart as you but may offer you emotional rewards in your life.
The fact that you are so easily misunderstood makes social and love situations very challenging for you. Usually 7's suffer a great deal of rejection from their peers as they are seen as contemptuous and aloof. Overcoming shyness is also a common problem for sensitive 7's who can't understand why others don't appreciate how smart they are.
You are not likely to have a wide circle of friends, but once you do accept someone as your friend the bond is usually for life. The same thing goes for your love life. It is not unusual for a seven to go their entire life without a partner simply because you cannot relate to the emotions and drama that accompany most relationships. This causes you to appear self-centered to others as you opt to spend your time on more interesting subjects.
As emotions are very trying for your brilliant mind, you may find yourself feeling very unbalanced when you are in a relationship. More than any other number you are very prone to negative codependent behaviors such as obsession or acting out fears of abandonment on a partner. For this reason many close personal relationships don't often last.
You are happiest when you are alone to pursue your innermost thoughts and inner dreams. You may also be interested in the occult or metaphysical matters as well as science, anthropology, archaeology and religions. Many number 7's are great music lovers as it is an art form that blends math with spiritual qualities.
Expression of 5 ...
Your Potential Natural Talents and Abilities
You are optimistic, inquisitive and embrace change. You are a freedom-loving individual who expresses their love of independence often through a bohemian or unusual life style. You are blessed with a brilliant creative mind that is never at a loss for a solution to a problem.
As your independence is so important to you, you thrive best in creative occupations that allow you a great deal of travel. You have an eye for design and appreciate the good things in life. In fact, you may spend a lot of your time trying to figure out how to get these things without having to work too hard.
If you are a typical five then you will meet with the most success by selling some aspect of yourself or your talent. The height of your personal expression is in your talent for persuasion. This is why you are best suited for jobs in media, marketing and design.
You very much believe that a person is defined by what he does and not what he wants to do so any business or project that you start will be very much branded with your personal flair. It is a number 5 that tends to name a business after himself or send out a resume with a photo.
When it comes to business you also tend to have a "hands on" approach as you rely a lot on your wit, charm and good looks to get what you want. Once the deal is sealed, however, you sometimes have difficulty seeing it through to completion. This is because your brilliant mind is captured by so many other interests that it is difficult for you to focus sometimes.
Sometimes your need to express your independence brings you to a critical point in both your professional and personal relationships. You are terrified of being stuck in one place or having your free spirit suffocated by labels and possessiveness. For this reason many of you feel quite suffocated in relationships or are unable to hold down a day job for any length of time.
You are very popular socially because you are the life of every party. You have light nimble mind and have excellent verbal skills. You also have enormous powers of analysis that gives you an edge when it comes to investing money, judging others and avoiding harmful situations.
You are also very accepting of new people and new ideas. The last thing that could ever be said of you is that you are closed minded. You will try anything once and you often respond willingly to a dare. However, sometimes your permissiveness leads to relationships with odd or unstable individuals.
Romantically others may find you hard to get close to as you would rather sit and chat than get intimate. Others fail to understand that the most valued expression of your love is the expression of your hopes and dreams to another.
You are also very pragmatic when it comes to all of your relationships and believe in treating everyone equally. Deep down you are very philosophical about relationships and believe that no person should be so important that he or she should have the power to make you happy or sad. This can often distress your soul mate who doesn't feel that special in your presence. Part of your challenge might be showing through your actions, how loving all without sacrificing one can be achieved.
Soul Urge of 6 ...
What You Desire To Be, To Have, and To Do In Your Life
Your soul urge is to nurture and take care of others. You love people and believe the greatest expression of your inner divinity is through teaching and guidance. Many of you are very maternal or paternal at an early age and are often regulated, by default to the role of advisor or therapist in your social life.
Unfortunately your willingness to take on other people's burdens threatens your romantic relationships. This is because you are often perceived as a friend or a helper rather than as an object of desire. The result is that many sixes end up with broken hearts simply because others simply could not recognize their empathy as being an expression of love and desire.
Part of your challenge in life is to learn how to make yourself more sexually attractive to others. Often this means learning the brutal rules of the game of love, which in courtship often mean practicing a certain kinds of power plays and being mysterious. The mistake that you often make is letting yourself be too available to the person you are trying to attract. As the object of desire realizes that you are willing to be there for them no matter what, they take it for granted that you will settle for less. It is often a six who will spend a year comforting someone they are attracted to in the hopes the person will recognize their good heart, only to be dismayed when they are thanked for all their kind support and the person moves onto a romance with someone else.
Your candidness and forthright manner is also a drawback romantically as others are turned off by your dogmatic approach. As you tend to discuss everything about yourself with a member of the opposite sex, there is little mysterious or sexy about you. Spilling your guts does not help you professionally either, as it encourages others to steal your ideals. Part of your inner struggle might be fighting your urge to connect so intimately with every single person you meet. One way to combat this is to make an effort to be a little more stand offish and play your cards close to your chest, especially when it comes to romance.
As you are a very sensitive and compassionate person you tend to take things very personally. When others let you down you have a tendency to retreat from society and nurse your wounds. Often when a six decides to play the victim in a relationship he or she is met with very little sympathy or help. This is ironic as sixes are so eager to help others and comfort them when they are down and out. The cosmos presents you with this type of situation so that you are forced to heal yourself with the same type of focus and devotion that you use to heal others.
If you feel yourself succumbing to a tendency to isolate yourself or find yourself succumbing to addiction or depression your best course of action is to forget about yourself entirely and go out and make an effort to help someone less fortunate than you. This teaches you to be helpful to people you are not attracted to as sixes have a way of only making themselves useful to individuals that they find attractive or desire.
The very highest calling of your soul urge number is to renounce sex and relationships altogether and devote your life to a religious or spiritual practice.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
My sister and I went to Mt Druitt pools on Thursday... it was sssoo000 hot.... it must of been 30 degrees!! We just had a small picnic, had DnM's, listened to her music on her ipod and tanned our arses off!!! but tanning did no justice because we didnt even get dark...all good though....
Man I cut my leg on something....blood started to pour down my leg....mmmmmm blood!!!
We went home and got ready for the ITF dj battle at Home night club....James was going to play too and he put my sister and I on the guest list.... I felt pretty special...hahahha....
Jr, my sister and I ate at Wok On In at Darling Harbour... the food was aight..... I had pad thai....yummmy thai food! Later we met up with Dean and Co. and headed for Home....
I swear I have never seen so many blokes in one room at one time.... there were hardly any girls that night.... there were only about 15 all up or even less.... Surprisinly there was not many people too, I assumed it would of been a big event but obviously I was wrong.... I saw Nino and Rob, they were quite perplexed at the fact that Tim wasnt there...hahahah....
The event was pretty unorganised.... the battles could of finished within an hour or so, but there was alot of intermissions and waiting around... which pissed us off!!! But I did enjoy watching Jeff "break dance" in his drunken state!!! hahah it was freakin funny!!! hahaha....
James popped outta no where and said hello to my sister and I... he was wearing this cool as ice rainbow coloured tartan grandpa hat (it was so good, I loves it!) and this kick ass 'gator" jacket.... he is such a funky lil man!!! he said he ws only playing for an half an hour which was weird! i thought he was gonna play for longer...
We ended up leaving at 1am...which quite frankly is pretty early! Jr scored some freebies that the MC was throwing out to the crowd (baller band, 2 hats and a sweat band)and he stole a poster thingo and gaffer tape...hahahaha....
My sister and I crashed at his joint and the next day we arse farted and went to Cronulla beach!!! lazy day!!!! I thought it was Saturday but it was only Friday! man I was trippin!
On the train to the city
Taking photos in the bathroom at Home night club...hahahahahhaha
I met up with Tim that night. We had dinner at China Town and watched Into The Blue... man Jessica Alba is one hot girl..... and Paul Walker had a great body......
The movie was pretty good... I thought it would of been shit house, but it was very entertaining indeed. Tim ended up crashing at my joint..... speaking of crashing.... a car crashed into the entrance of Three Wise Monkeys...it was pretty bad...the cops were everywhere!!! and people were taking pictures on there phones.... and I was one of em..... lol.....
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Monday, October 24, 2005
We went over to Lansdowne Hotel to eat their cheap and filling $5 meals.... yummy steak and chicken burgers!!!
We ended up going home at about 3pm. We were so tired we feel asleep on the train...I reckon we looked like sleeping junkies the way we were positioned in our sleeping stance......lol...... I ended up catching the train with all the school students... boo00 for home time!!! I now realise how rowdy and annoying they can be!!! I now understand why all those adults use to give me and my friends death stares on our way to school on the trains!!!!!......omigosh I am soo000 old....im turning into those adults!!!!! hahahahah.....
Yesterday I went to the Youth Chrisitan Worker (YCW) launch of "The People Want To Learn" book (that my sister designed). It was held at the Salvation Army hall in Auburn. YCW provides services such as English and Computer classes, job training, after school assistance and so on, but they also bring awareness regarding social justice issues.
The purpose of the book was to raise awareness of refugees and their personal stories, about 17 refugees from Sudan and Afghanistan wrote about their experiences in either Australia or their home land. YCW provided the service of Enlgish lessons for every individual, thus each story was written by each individual.
Reading the book made me realise how fortunate I am to live in a country that is free from war. And it made me realise that I take for granted the opportunities I have here and that I dwell on issues that is not worth pondering. It does not even compare to the hardship each person has endured.
I just want to include a story from the book:
"Under the blue sky alot of people are living. So why, the people are not living peacefully and friendly? Even if you look in the Middle East: Afghanistan, Iraq, Israel, Palestine and many other countries, people have been born in this war. Even in Afghanistan more than a million of people have died in the past 25 years. People have lost their family and their children. The children have lost their parents, they lost their home, their life and their country and their future. I hope God will recover all this matter soon, God is one God that we believe"
Afghanistan, 23 years old
Mara and Tereza
Tereza and I
After YCW my mum, Mara, JR and I went to Westfeilds Parramatta..... so Mara could get her haircut...we walked around to find a suitable hairdresser, but there were a few and we settled for whatever and hoped for the best.. surprisingly it turned out really nice... short and sweet!
I bought a pair of metalic bronze Havaianas... I thought it was time to buy a new pair, considering my old brown ones were too small.....
Friday, October 14, 2005
Man it was excellent ..... We went to Dipolog, Palawan, Borocay.... I really miss the Philippines.... I miss the shopping, the HUGE shopping centres or should i say the mall, the smell of sewage, the traffic, the heat, Chow King, Greenblet! , the way people stare because they know your tourists!, getting ripped off by the taxi drivers, trying our hardest to speak fluent tagalog, the bomb threats at love-a-palooza, Arkada club and the underage teens, Ratsky, The Power Plant and seeing those famous people, Cheap movies at Greenbelt, getting sick in the first week, Greenhills, shoe shopping! Ben and his 'tourist' board shorts! eating, eating and eating!
I miss Dipolog, walking on the tarmac at the airport, my cousins in Dipolog, Dakak, swimming, playing basketball, hoola dance, playing pool, eating those huge ass steroid driven prawns, vidoe camera-ing Jonothan and his singing and dance moves , getting drunk with Mack and Teng, Tim/rey/ben's wife basher singlets, riding in the back of the big ass ute, drawing dicks on Ben's face with Rachelles eyeliner when he passed out drunk, seeing that dude with a huge ass rifle! eating 6 meals a day.....
I miss Palawan..... the beautifull beaches,Honda Bay, snorkling, fish attacking me while i was snorkling, having panic attacks in the water,huge ass star fish, sun baking, taking heaps and heaps of pictures, ordering room service, swimming in the pool, underwater cave tour, getting mauled by mosquitos, eating the seafood buffet, the crocodile farm, the bakery farm/ factory,going to the penal jail and the maximum security jail! going to the markets
I miss Borocay, the 2 hour drive to get to the port, the fly fish ride, parasailing, clubs at night, cheap seafood, photos, Ben almost thorwing up when he ate 10 thick ass ribs, Ben getting rejected by those girls when we were in one of the clubs, hearing Bob Marley tracks on the beach, henna tatoos and getting weird side effects, the markets, watching tim and ben wake board, walking up and down the beach, sandcastles, paying the henna fine coz it inked on the bed sheets, eating banana-ques, halo halo, oysters! snorkling in the middle of no where!
Man I love Australia but..... The Philippines will always be my home!!!
Thursday, October 13, 2005
*Run rabbit..run rabbit...run, run ,run...* I love that song from the Tourism Melbourne ads..hehehehe.....that song represented the moment...me bolting up the horrod hill at uni....to get to the library!!!! I hate that hill!!! especially in summer!!! when the sun's rays penetrate your skin!!!!! and you feel like your going to collapse from heat stroke, while your carrying all your uni books!!!!! Thats the worst!!!!!
BUT the hill does capture fond memories....when Kat was still at UWS and in first year....Marie, Steph and I would wait under 'the tree' ...... and have kick ass D & M's regarding uni/ tafe, boy problems...work etc....hahaha...those were the days!!!!
Anyhow..... I did get the books that i needed!!! there was no one in the library...so I thought...when I went to the back computer room...people were all in there...maybe they were doing the same assessment... but I did see my friend Willis....he was doing his assessment which was worth 80% of his grade!!! shite that is full on!!!!! poor bastard i would of been packing shite!!!! We got kicked out of the room because a class was going to start!!!! not happy at all!!!! So I ran to the other building to go to the computer room!!!!! far out.....But in the end i finished my essay!!! YAY!....but i think i did it wrong!!!! hhhmmm i'll wait and see when i get my marks back!!!! damn im scared!!!!!
I met up with my friend Jax and Merc... we had lunch at the Cottage..... (good old $5.90 meals) but it was chockers in there...maybe coz it was lunch time...der!!! Tim called me and asked if I wanted to hang out at his joint..... hell yeah...i hadnt hung out with him properly in yonks!! so when lunch was done, I drove down to Hinchinbrook.... the roads keep on changing when i drive down there!! mad construction work going on!!!!
(Tim's bitch Freckles)
(Tim and I outside his house)
(Vans!!! no we didnt plan on wearing the same shoes!!!)
But yes I got to his house and took some photos of his dog..... lol... I remeber one time when she ate her own shit... it was gross..hahahaha... We decided to eat at Pho the Vietnamese joint down his way....man we love that place we eat there alot....hehehe... I wasnt that hungry so i just got some spring rolls and Halo Halo....man I was craving for some halo haalo..hahaha....Tim had spring roll vermicelli.....yuck I hate that stufff.... I remember I ate it before and I wanted to vomit....the taste made me feel sick!!!! I didnt finish all the spring rolls..so i decided to take them home..... but i forgot...oo000ppsss..man im craving spring rolls now hahahah!!!
(At Pho...poser.....*cHeEtaH rAh*)
(Back at his palce.... Tim's lil' sister kaSey & I)
(SLLEEEEEPPPP.. the pic at the top looks tripy!!!!) we were trying to find a dvd to watch but we ended up watching the news and sleeping!!!I went to sleep because i was shit buggered!!!!! i didnt get much sleep last night coz i was stressing about my essay!!!!
I realised that i needed to go to Luke's house for our Antioch meeting..... so i drove down to Plumpton to his place..... i TOOK THE LONGEST ROUTE EVER!!!!! DAMN! I was having an internal conlict in my head...becuase i wasnt sure if I was suppose to go to Dex's house..... but it was all good in the end!!.... Julie was in the kitchen whipping up some dinner *drool*.....
(Luke & Dexter)
(Luke & I....my eye looks retarded!!!!!)
HHHHMMMMM..... I have work today and I am really not up for it!!!! I have the night shift... 5:30pm to 9:30pm.....woohoooo ..... shite i also need to get started on my Advertising Assessment!!!! ARGGGHHHH!!!! to much uni work!!!! the joys of uni...gotta love it... but im looking forward to my 3 month summer break.....i have only 2 or 3 weeks left...summer here I come....woohhooo lazy days are comin!!!!!! i cant wait.... the beach. shopping. mini get awayZ. ice-cream on a hot day. camping. BYRON BAY & SURF CAMP!!!
I seriously can't wait for summer!!!!! im so g'd up for it!!!!! arse farting here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~ Ria ~
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
I have almost finished my Major Essay!!!! yippi for me....... But I should of gone to the uni library to get the books I needed for the final section.....ooppp...looks like Ria is gonna wake up at the crack of dawn tomorrow!!!!....but at least its due at 1pm....CRAP i have a class at 11am- 1pm...damn!!!! procrastination is my best friend!!!!!! man I had all my books sprawled over the dinner table....hehehe you can see Brandon Boyd on my laptop...hehehehe BRANDON IF YOU EVER COME ACROSS THIS BLOG...FULFIL MY ONE WISH........................ MARRY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well I have to haul ass and finsh some parts of my essay...wish me luck peoples!!!!!!!
Monday, October 10, 2005
I was waiting for the shuttle bus at uni...it took forever...silly old me decided to take really random photos...hahahaha ..... I was bored as!!! plus Tim nigel-lated me and went home early!!!!arggghhhhh!!! lol...man I was all by my self at the bus stop....all good in the hood!!!
Omigosh... I really need to start my final essay for Convergence and New Media!!!! hhheeLLLPPPP its due on wednesdaYYYYYY!!!!! maybe I should get off this bloger thang and get crack-a-lacking!!!!!!
My bag...filled with university goodies!!!
One of my beloved Chuck Taylors!!!! it has sentimental value...i bought em' when I went to the Philippines in Feb 05"...... I miss Festival Mall and the Converse store....*sniff*
YAY...i finally got on the bus!!!
There was a kick arse sunset going on....Blue Mountains always looks hot when the sun sets!!! shite my uni is in the sticks!!! hahahah...weStsIde tiL i diE!!!
I hauled arse and went to the Blacktown campus library to get some books for my final essay....i saw Kimmy, Mags and her boy Luke!! shite i havent seen them in ages!!!! plus i havent been in that campus in a year!!!! ooohhhh the memories!!!!! *tear*